It’s Selfish, It’s Hokey, and I’ll Lose My Edge: 3 Half-Truths About Self-Compassion

Written by Dr. Diana Hill

I’m a late adopter to a lot of things. It took me two years to get an iphone, a lot of convincing to wear air pods (which I still call ear pods despite my son’s cringe) and it took me even longer to drink the “self-compassion” Kool-Aid. (Which I guess I drank because I wrote a book on how practice Self-Compassion Daily!) 

Why such reluctance? I believed three things about self-compassion that turned me off. But like, iphones and ear pods (sorry son), I’ve since learned, they are really only half truths. 

1. Self-Compassion is selfish: 

We think that being kind to ourselves is self-indulgent and self-focused. Yet the research shows that when you practice self-compassion you are more likely to: 

· Make amends after reflecting on someone you have wronged 

· Resolve relationship difficulties in a way that balances both your and others needs · Show greater perspective taking and forgiveness 

If you are a parent, you probably know this firsthand. When you practice caring for yourself, you are less likely to have your stress spill over onto your kids. But there is a half-truth to self-compassion making you selfish. 

· Men who practice self-compassion but also score low on conscientiousness show more selfishness in their relationships 

· Self-compassion does not improve well-being for individuals who believe that self-compassion is separate from other-compassion 

In other words, if you are worried that self-compassion will make you selfish, focus more on how giving yourself compassion will help you be of service to

others. One body based practice I like to do with this concept is a simple breathing exercise: 

Breathing in, I take in care and understanding 

Breathing out, I send out care and understanding 

2. You’ll lose your edge. 

There is a large body of research showing that self-compassion actually helps you perform better, not worse. 

· Competitive swimmers who had higher levels of self-compassion experienced less performance anxiety and greater flow states 

· College students given a self-compassion intervention studied harder after failing a test 

· Binge eaters who underwent self-compassion intervention following a negative mood induction ate less sugary foods than those who were primed to be self-critical. 

Self-compassion helps you stay on track with your wisest values and goals. The half-truth? When you practice self-compassion you may choose to loose your edge a little…in good ways. 

As you learn to listen more to your body and stop berating yourself for mistakes, you naturally may want to give up on pushing yourself in ways that are harmful. I’ve lost my edge when it comes to having to run every day, getting every email returned in a timely manner, and making the perfect dinner for my family (hello Trader Joe’s frozen aisle!) and that’s a good thing. 

When my clients are struggling with whether or not they should push themselves at something, I ask them to do what former Buddhist monk Stephen Batchelor suggested to me: Drop the question into your belly. If you struggle with self-criticism or rigid rules, your belly is likely to have a more compassionate answer than your head! 

3. Self-Compassion is hokey. 

It can feel uncomfortable to say nice things to yourself, and sometimes downright cheezy. I rarely recommend clients cheer themselves on with the “good job” or “way to go!” statements that some motivational coaches suggest. Self-compassion is relating to

yourself in a way that is encouraging, warm, realistic, and just right for you. You don’t need to recite a list of loving kindness mantras or put your hand on your heart if you find those practices hokey. Sometimes self-compassion is as simple as noticing the part of you that is scared and being with it a little longer. 

The half truth? When you practice self-compassion, you just might start to adopt some hokey platitudes toward yourself. But hey, they are platitudes for a good reason right? 

Be gentle with yourself. 

Give yourself a break. 

You’ve got this. 

For more on self-compassion and how to bring it into your daily life, check out The Self-Compassion Daily Journal by Diana Hill! Out March 1st!